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shyb4crazy- March 2nd, 2009
contemplative
I recovered from anorexia 4 months ago. My dad sent me to a family friend's house for 2 weeks. I gained all my weight back because they shoved food in my mouth every day. Since the time I recovered I've been wanting to go back. I feel like a cow. Its a little harder than the first time because I fight with myself about this. I know its not good and dangerous. But I feel I look way better skinny. I don't know what to do.
